Let me cry

There's too much pain
swelling in me.

I can't cry, but why
when times are like this?

So difficult to cry.
So hard to let it out.

I want to feel
the shame.

The shame of those
tears on my skin.

Let me feel that shame...
Let me cry...

There is nothing I can do
but that...and yet...

I still cannot cry.
Why is it so hard...

To slip a few wet tears.
To release my suffering.

My lips are still sealed
My eyes are still dry.

I want to cry...I want to sob
till my breathe is gone.

The truth hurts the most
And the truth has hurt me.

I want to die
than suffer this pain.

But if I could cry...
then would everything ok?

Is it alright for me to cry
when someone is strong?

But what can I do?
Crying is my only option.

That or the end.
Can I do it?

Let me cry
And suffer alone.