It's been a while since my last entry...about...(uses fingers to count) "1...2...3.." 5 months!! so deprived, yes I am. But anyway...I have written anything in a while either. I'm planning on starting a new story when school's over. Just one more week!! I only have 4 finals (hopefully not tennis too). Wish me luck!! It would be so awesome if I could do good!

The sad thing is that my stories reflect what's been happening to me lately/my mood. Sorry for bringing down the spirits. Honestly, sad endings are easier to write than happy ones. Maybe I'm just too picky. Cuz I read sooo much. It's probably not healthy. This is where u guys should be like "ehehehehe....NERD!" I hope I can right a good story for the ppl who read it.

Now to continue my rambling...
Kids at my school are like: "My life sucks!" "I wish I could die!" "Why do I even live?"
Truthfully, I feel like that a lot...but I'm never able to say those kinds of words. Cuz, no matter what, there are still some bright things. Every minute of the day, I relive the most painful things that have hurt my life...but still...life can be wonderful. The ones I love are still alive. Even if its difficult, I can still smile. I can still laugh. I can still sing (actually, cut that. My voice=broken glass). So I'm continually trying to convince myself. "You only truly live once. Make it worthwhile."

Thank you for reading my ramble. I just felt that I should change my 5 month old entry.
So I wish everyone a happy summer! (pulls out umbrella and sunglasses) now...TO THE BEACH!! (Mom- GO STUDY!!)